you are 1 in 6billion.

Nothing feels worse than the realisation that you are insignificant. That nothing is ever enough, or worse, you feel like you are never enough.

As despicable as it may seem, I genuinely feel, and at many points in my life have been proven, that I am indeed insignificant. Sometimes I wonder why do I even bother with feelings? Are they really necessary? Are they the very things that we need to define ourselves as human? 

What does it matter when you say something but it ends up going on deaf ears? 

What does it matter when you do your best but the whole world is still against you?

What does it matter, being the best, knowing that this is just temporary and eventually, we will meet with our maker and will turn to dust, just as we once were. 

I really feel what is necessary is the abilty to switch of all emotions. To be able to switch them back on only when the situation calls for it. Emotions are just a burden. Another excess  baggage we don’t need. 

It’s just the worse feeling knowing that you are insignificant and the thought of it just makes me want to not feel anymore.