January 2012
you are 1 in 6billion.
Nothing feels worse than the realisation that you are insignificant. That nothing is ever enough, or worse, you feel like you are never enough.
As despicable as it may seem, I genuinely feel, and at many points in my life have been proven, that I am indeed insignificant. Sometimes I wonder why do I even bother with feelings? Are they really necessary? Are they the very things that we need to...
There you stood, by the car, cigarette in hand and an awkward smile plastered across your face. You always had that weird smile, one I will never forget.
I walked closer, each step took me further away from you. Eventually it broke into a run and I could never reach you.
Just as soon as it began, I woke up from that dream. It was sinking in. Reality.
Hi.
It has been awhile.. Since I’ve strung words in my head and transcribed them here.
This morning, or should I say today happened to be one of those days that started ok, then it slowly changed into a catastrophic mid-day and now, at this very moment a “lose-sleep-worthy” night.
Shall I begin? Before my train of thought gets derailed.
Morning :
Woke up barely breathing...
